Switching to Tumblr

I think I’m going to start using Tumblr. I think I’m going to leave this WordPress blog here for posterity. I think that’s what I’m going to do.

Posted at 16:19 on 2010/07/21 | Leave a comment | Filed Under: Self | Continue reading

Faulkner quotes I’m digging tonight

“Always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. Do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.” “It is the writer’s privilege to help man endure by lifting his heart.” “Don’t be ‘a writer’. Be writing.” “Wonder. Go on and wonder.” “…I give […]

Posted at 23:44 on 2010/07/15 | Leave a comment | Filed Under: Books, Quote, Writing | Tagged: , | Continue reading


  • ..without fees, waiting, and other gatekeeping. :: 1 hour ago
  • Don't get distracted by the many sideshows. If a corporation can exist in multiple countries, then workers should be able to work anywhere.. :: 1 hour ago
  • Building a wall between US & Mexico is not controversial. Allowing all people to pass freely through all countries is. :: 2 hours ago

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  • Just for Today 2015/08/05
    I have been sober for one year today.  For purists (and I am one) that’s much more accurately stated as 365 sober days in a row.  You can’t get sober for a year, you can’t get sober for a lifetime, you can’t get sober for a week.  You can get sober for a minute, 10 minutes, an hour, an afternoon, maybe even a day.  Staying sober for some time is like paintin […]
  • braiker: bethrevis: US Constitution, First Amendment: The right to assemble, to have free speech,... 2014/08/19
    braiker: bethrevis: US Constitution, First Amendment: The right to assemble, to have free speech, to have freedom of the press. Ferguson Police: Kicks out media and limits protestors to a “First Amendment Area” funny, i thought the WHOLE COUNTRY was a first amendment area. silly me. 
  • Why I am giving my books away for free 2014/05/13
    For a while now, the way to get a book published has been to submit query letters to literary agents and hope to find an agent who will make your case to a publisher.  You can’t submit directly to publishers—they don’t accept submissions.  You have to go through a literary agent if you want a shot at a commercially successful book. Query letters are evil.  T […]
  • Mania without an antipsychotic 2014/05/13
    My uncle just called. I had been getting cues from my friend and my mom that I have become a bit manic the last couple of weeks.  And right now my doctor took me off my antipsychotic because she thinks it is causing the involuntary muscle clenching I’ve been having—which has become unbearable for me. And then my uncle calls. My uncle is someone who triggers […]
  • Why I am unpublishing Things Said in Dreams 2014/03/13
    Simply, because the publishing industry is bullshit.  The author gets 10%, while the publisher gets 90?  It’s unacceptable. I’d rather give my books away for free than go along with something like that.  So until a publisher is willing to give me at least 90% of the proceeds of my books, I won’t publish with them. The author does the crucial work.  For a pub […]
  • The Reminding 2013/07/09
    My current project is an epic novel called The Reminding. It is the story of six interlocking characters told over a period of 20 years. It has eight books, which I am live writing.  You can read along as I work.
  • Photo 2013/04/27
  • Work 2013/04/26
    I’ve spent the second half of today obsessing over what other work I can do, other than writing my book.  Some programming project?  Another writing project?  I base my worth overly on what I do.  I feel it’s necessary to do things in order to have worth, rather than some intrinsic worth concept.  But it’s nice to have some way to feel ok with your worth, wi […]
  • I used to program 2013/04/25
    Day and night.  For work.  For fun.  Then I went my separate way from programming, and for the last four years, have been writing books.  It’s weird, I still feel the urge to program, and I’ll get out my programming tools, but then there’s no project, no driving force, to make me go forward.  All the things I want to make right now are books, not programs.   […]
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  • New morning routine 2013/04/10
    My morning routine as of this month is now something similar to my routine in the eleventh grade.  The routine now is: wake at 5am, do 15 minutes running on treadmill, 30 minutes on stationary bicycle, reading in hot bath, then hot shower, then cold shower, then flossing/brushing and other grooming, then taking pills and eating breakfast.
  • Psych ward anniversary 2013/04/10
    It is officially one year since I’ve been in a psych ward.  2011 had a hard ending for me, where I was inpatient for a total of about three months.  Still in 2012 I had another stay, that one only four days.  And now it’s been a year since I was in a locked ward, dealing with my bipolar disorder. I credit my current and relative well-being to family, meditat […]
  • Effect of psych meds on writing? 2013/04/09
    I wonder sometimes if I’d be writing differently if I wasn’t on lithium.  Would my current book be better if I wasn’t on drugs? Here’s my history of novels and the drugs I was on when I wrote them: 2013—The Reminding (lithium)2013—Starchild (lithium and alcohol)2012—Of Bicycles and Boardwalks and Oceans and Ships (lithium)2012—Lacy (lithium)2011—::HARD (no d […]
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    nevver: Even a little bit
  • "Words cannot convey how deeply unpleasant your book sounds – please don’t contact us again." 2013/03/01
    “Words cannot convey how deeply unpleasant your book sounds – please don’t contact us again.” - I received this in response to my query letter for Starchild.
  • Photo 2013/01/14
  • Two new books 2012/12/14
    I recently finished two books. One is Lacy, an epic of an actress who moves to Los Angeles to seek her fortune.  Along the way she struggles with bipolar disorder and drug use. Second is Of Bicycles and Boardwalks and Oceans and Ships, a stream-of-consciousness love story of a man and a woman in a port city. You can read both for free on my website.
  • Things Said in Dreams, published 2012/11/20
    Today is the publication day for Things Said in Dreams.  It’s officially out.  I tweeted about it, and Bryan has updated the links on the Sibling Rivalry Press pages from “preorder” to “order”.  So there it is.  It’s up on Amazon and B&N, as well as SRP’s BigCartel site.  My mother and grandmother are taking me to lunch in a while to celebrate.  I have h […]
  • "As satisfying a literary experience as has come down the pike in a novel form in a long time." 2012/09/28
    “As satisfying a literary experience as has come down the pike in a novel form in a long time.” - Grady Harp
  • I just got my author copies of Things Said in Dreams, which... 2012/09/14
    I just got my author copies of Things Said in Dreams, which comes out this November!



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